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Sup gaiz.
Happy Thanksgiving~
I hope you all stuff your faces til you 'splode.
Oh and...
I think I love Anonymous.
Simply because they make me laugh even when they mock my favorite things.
As you can see here.
*dies laughing*
~A.
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| Imogen Heap is so unlike most of what I listen to but I do love them (her?) so...
I need to listen to more stuff like this.
Proof that not all pop is Britney Spears et al., woo! x3
Soo.
Today sucked. Not completely, but worse than a normal Monday.
I forgot my gym clothes, though that's no major thing... I think it's just that history essay I had to write today that's getting me down. I'm pretty sure I bombed it. Seriously, I'd be utterly shocked surprised if I got a four. ;___; And right after I got a 7 on the last one...
[note: history essays are graded out of 9... In case you're confused. x3 ]
But!
Things are looking up in other ways.
Very much so.
I went to the new Borders yesterday with Derrick. I got new
books, which is always awesome. Choke by Chuck Palahniuk (author of
Fight Club) and Coin Locker Babies (lol Miyavi song) by Ryu Murakami
(lol same last name as Gravitation's creator). It's nice to have a
really good book to read again. I hate those periods after you finish a
really good book and you can't find anything to match up to it...
We were also just hanging out there, talking for about 4 hours.
My previous romantic issues have now been replaced with new ones.
Like starting things when we both know each other's feelings.
Explaining things that will certainly be awkward and possibly disappointing to my parents.
Daring to hope everything might work out.
Dreading to think it might not.
Sigh. Why must these things be so very complicated...
I feel good enough about it to overlook that stuff, though. It makes me happy. Really happy.
And, you know... that's all that really matters.
~ A.
One of these days, you'll miss your train and come stay with me.
We'll have drinks, and talk about things, any excuse to stay awake with you.
You'll sleep here, I'll sleep there,
But then the heating may be down again,
At my convenience.
We'd be good, we'd be great together...
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Gauze
By Dir en Grey
304 Goushitsu, Hakushi no Sakura
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I'm sleepy~
Epic day was epic, though.
ICE SKATING.
I haven't been in so long, it was awesome.
My ankles were killing me though. *is athletically challenged*
Hehe, poor Tanu. SNOWBUTT MUAHAHAHA. And when you hit the wall... xD Jebus.
I kinda wish everybody could have stayed longer, but, c'est la vie.
And it was nice talking uninhibited by a school environment, for once...
Though a certain friend of ours has a lesson to learn, amirite?
Phone calls and such...
We'll talk on Monday, perhaps.
*is vague*
Tomorrow should be fun. The Grinch wouldn't be my first choice of plays (or... any of my choices, really), but it does need to be family-oriented... unfortunately. Still, I love the city and look forward to just walking around and such...
..in the cold...
After getting up at 6:30 in the morning.
Wow, sounds like going to school.
>____<
I hope I have nothing to do next Friday. I really want to get together with Tanu... I never see her anymore, we need quality time. DD:
I'm listening to Diru for the first time in a while. @___@
I missed them~
Hence, Dozing Green is now the video here. WATCH IT.
It's not awful, I promise. Just standard Diru strange.
I really need the single.
NEED IT.
And I need for them to be touring again.
Soon.
*sigh*
I should go figure out what I'm wearing tomorrow.
It's supposed to be around 30 degrees outside...
Damn my lack of long sleeved shirts! D<
Nyahh~
Later.
~Ashley
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OF FREEDOM.
Well, not entirely.
I do have work tomorrow, Saturday and Sunday.
Though I may call in sick tomorrow or Saturday, depending on when we decide to go ice skating. ^__~
And I have English homework...
But, what else is new? There's no such thing as vacation anymore...
*sigh*
There are a few things I'm demanding from these four days, though, like...
- talking to Allie
- ice skating (MUST... GO...)
- somehow getting Tara to go ice skating even though she has a drama club meeting from 12 to 5
- watching Death Note
- SLEEPING
- NYC on Friday
- MOAR SLEEPING
- paycheck?
- seeing 30 Days of Night, if it's even in theatres still. =/
woooo weekend.
*rolls around*
If Tara can't go ice skating I'll be sad, since I don't know who else is going besides Ari-chan.
Not that it wouldn't be super special awesome going with Ari-chan, especially since we haven't talked too much lately..
But you know, I wanted it to be a group thing. =/
It could always wait til next week, I guess... Friday I suppose.
*siiiigh*
I guess another thing I want from this weekend is to draw.
I've been so very unartistic lately. It's beginning to drive me nuts. I have no inspiration.
Meh.
I guess I'll draw today, and finish my MelloNear FST to post on LJ...
Sounds like a plan.
~Ashley
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Is it really Saturday?
It doesn't feel like it.
Not relaxing, really...
Hm.
I'm really tired, and not looking forward to work in any way whatsoever.
If my boss isn't there, I think I'll slack off... a lot...
I'm too tired to put things in order. ;___;
I was gonna go to tech today, but wasn't sure if anyone else is going, and I certainly don't want to end up there with the freshmen and the really annoying kid who's supposedly our age...
I had eight hours of sleep... why am I so tired...
*complain complain complain*
Anyway.
Halloween was EPIC.
I'll post the few pictures I have to my LJ later.
I have that video, too... I might put it on Photobucket or something, if Tara's okay with it.
Other than that...
It's been a pretty good week, all things considered.
I finished my AMV the other night. (watch it here!)
I got an A- on my latest history test, which finally breaks the endless B+ situation I've been having since the beginning of the year.
Plus it's the best grade I've gotten in AP History since the beginning of last year. ^ ^;;
I'm also CPR certified now. 91 on my test, woo!
It's good for me to know that stuff, especially with my grandpa living with us, and Matt having diabetes.
Greg wasn't there to distract me though. I was bored. Boooo.
At least I had a volume of Death Note to read...
I finished Glass yesterday.
Frankly, I was disappointed.
It kind of sucked.
I mean, it seemed sort of plotless. Given, there's probably going to be a 3rd book, but still. I started hating the main character, Kristina, from like... the 3rd vignette. It was like a completely different character, and I don't mean in terms of her changing due to drugs. All of the characters seemed very static, undeveloped, and it was like there was absolutely no serious struggle between Kristina and the drugs. And even in the first book, her mom bothered me, but it was worse in this one... What kind of parent hardly puts up a fight to convince their child what they're doing is wrong, when they're so "concerned"? She didn't even say anything before kicking her daughter out of the house. Maybe she was fed up, but she must have problems not even trying to get help. It seemed very unrealistic to me.
And then there's the whole fact that the story had no serious conclusion, nothing really happening besides increasing drug use and sex, and several aspects of the story, like Kristina's issues with her sister's girlfriend, were left completely in the dust.
...Or maybe I'm just disappointed by a book after reading one as good as The Book Thief.
That could be it...
Yeah, so, this week was pretty decent. I hardly got anything done at work, but I had rather important things to talk about with Allie. It's not like our conversations are full of OMG HAWT BOIZ LOLOL or anything. We talk about necessary things, and I find that more important than working. It isn't as if I do it all the time...
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I also got something off my chest that I've wanted to admit for a while.
I'm still not quite sure of how I feel, but I'm glad I have one person who knows, and I know I can trust them with that.
It's all so very confusing.
I'm happy to care for this person and accept these feelings wholeheartedly, but I don't know what I'd do if it turns out they're reciprocated.
It would involve a lot of... explanations.
I'm tired and babbling.
*goes to get coffee and work*
** post-work edit **
I have never been so inexplicably tired in my entire life.
Well, maybe once when I was six or so and nearly collapsed into my spaghetti.
But in all sincerity...
I hope I'm not getting sick.
Or, God forbid, have mono.
I mean, eight hours of sleep is usually enough to get me through a school day, getting up at 6:30 and being fully awake by noon, at the latest.
I had eight hours of sleep last night, from one to nine, and I feel like I didn't sleep at all.
I also look the part. >___< And since I'm not L, I can't pull that off with a "cute-like-pandas" flair.
It's baaad.
My mom and I got into a mini-argument, since she wants me to relax today and do my homework (English story and NHS essay) tomorrow. The thing is, I really, really want to hang out with Tara and Danielle tomorrow, and homework would probably take long enough to prevent me from doing that. My mom says otherwise, but I know how long essays usually take me. Given, this one only needs to be a page, and it's due Wednesday, but the story is a different story.
Not that I don't look forward to doing it.
I still have to finish my new prologue too.
Guuuuhhh. I feel like a zombie. I felt lightheaded at work every time I got up too fast from crouching to put things away.
I really hope I'm not getting sick.
It would suck, with the long weekend coming up.
Not that I'll have much free time that weekend anyway...
I have work Thursday (though I might call in sick, mom says it's a possibility), we're going to see the Grinch on Broadway on Friday (goody...), and I have work Saturday and Sunday, one to five.
Then homework...
I swear to God if we have a ton of homework that weekend, I will murder someone. I know we already have that English project thing...
Mehhhhh.
*rolls over and sleeps*
** end edit **
~Ashley
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